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A Slave to Memory
They probably think that I am dead
I’d like to think that they do
The things that happened are unimaginable
Anything is better than the truth.
I thought my prayers came true that one day
Luck came my way when Master let me go to that store
I wasn’t scared anymore
Had no emotions
It was now or never.
He was my angel from heaven
Saved me from all the pain and lies, so I thought
I want to forget, I want to be free
It haunts me everyday.
All I want is to see my children and my husband
The shame, the anger, the fear holds me
Everything is gone, and I am nothing
I just can’t.
I lock myself in a cold and dark room now
Again a slave
This time to my memory
Captured, confined, trapped
I can’t forget, I can’t forget. |