She yelled at me today.  I don’t know why I do it.  I told her we would leave tonight; I have to keep my word.  She is helping me to be better; she is helping me to keep my promises. 
The guys convinced me it would be fine to leave tomorrow.
“What business is so urgent that you need to go home tonight?” they said. “We can fix your car as soon as the shop opens in the morning, no problem.”

Sure, it makes sense, but I told her we were leaving tonight, and why wait till tomorrow to fix my car when we can take her car right now?  I can’t believe I made her so upset.  She’s told me over and over, if we can’t trust our word, we can’t trust our relationship.  I have so much to learn.  I still break my word, sometimes without even realizing it.  I just want her to be happy.  Thank God for her patience.  Thank God for her!  The guys are incidental anyway.  They will come and go.  She’s the only one I can talk to, the only one that truly understands.  She is the first, and only one who really cared for me, who really listened to me.  She has given me everything I need.  She is all I need.  Without her I would die.